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Self-portrait.

Self-portrait.

Mess.

I can’t describe how I’ve been feeling these last couple of weeks. The short story is: I want to be with one person, and that person only. The long story: I can’t be with him - because he is not available, ready to handle me and on top of that, he takes me for granted and treats me like shit. I’m talking, bluntly telling me that mine and his relationship exists solely on making HIM happy. 50% of the time I truly feel like he doesn’t give a shit about me but it’s almost like the minute I try and move on, he shows every bit of emotion and care that I wish he had. The cycle continues and has been going on for months now and honestly, it’s exhausting me. Yes, I’m aware of how stupid I sound right now. Even as I type this I feel worse and worse by the minute.
I need to find strength to let him go. Strong enough to resist temptations and submit to my emotions. I need to grow a backbone and respect myself, because I deserve better. I shouldn’t have to settle for being an option - no one should. I blindly hold on to this thought that “it will get better with time” or “just let things work out like they should”. Bullshit.

Its like I cant ever just be happy with no complications… But that’s life for you.

Zara wedges :) and brandon’s gross feet.

Zara wedges :) and brandon’s gross feet.

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As Kanye West put it, “why everything thats supposed to be bad make me feel so good?” In my mind I know everything we have going on is wrong but I haven’t been this happy in a while. Figures I would choose the more complicated route, unnecessary trouble. I had a choice between someone who would give me the world and be committed to me, but I chose you. I’ll live with it though. I’m in it for the thrill. I’ve mulled over this situation far too much lately and it’s exhausted me. I’m done with that, I’m just going to play things out. I’m a firm believer that things always will work out how they should, so if it was meant to be then it will be. I’m young, I’m having fun and most importantly I’m happy. That’s all I could ask for.

As Kanye West put it, “why everything thats supposed to be bad make me feel so good?” In my mind I know everything we have going on is wrong but I haven’t been this happy in a while. Figures I would choose the more complicated route, unnecessary trouble. I had a choice between someone who would give me the world and be committed to me, but I chose you. I’ll live with it though. I’m in it for the thrill.

I’ve mulled over this situation far too much lately and it’s exhausted me. I’m done with that, I’m just going to play things out. I’m a firm believer that things always will work out how they should, so if it was meant to be then it will be. I’m young, I’m having fun and most importantly I’m happy. That’s all I could ask for.

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Finally made the switch.. Hello Iphone 4S :)

Finally made the switch.. Hello Iphone 4S :)

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ASAP :)

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